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Monday, December 11, 2006
work me out
My life right now is like a f'ing roller coaster. It's been up-ing and down-ing so fast, it scares the shit out of me. I'm tottaly numb from any emotion, fatigue almost everytime and it looks like I'm fucked.

I've been accepted to work at College 7 as an officer in a full time basis and yet until now I'm not sure what my status are. Am I the university staff, or am I being punk'd. The work generally boring, with nothing so far but sitting and lazying around the sofa set at the office. I have a friend that works in the same office with me, only he worked there for quite a long time before me (obviously) and I kinda sense the overprotective-ness from him. It's seems like he think that I'm stealing his job and all his glory, and guess what, hell yeah I am!

So far everything's great, but I kinda don't know on what to espect. I don't even know it I'll stick to this job long enough.

Hockey. Well I'm starting to get the 'hockey burnout'. Sometimes I felt that I'm kinda kidding myself. This ain't go no where. But at the same time, what else could I do. Sometimes last week I had a spiritual breakdown, which I was feeling like shit and totally could not focus on anything. I think I should stop being a whining pussy, and grab life by the balls.

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