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Thursday, April 10, 2008
I'm not mean, your just pussy.
I think I am a funny guy. A guy who don't afraid to make a fool of himself (because I am actually an ugly fool, I can't help it, I inspire myself to make jokes), and make a fool of people behind their back (seriously, bitching people behind their back is wayyyy funnier than talking shit to people to their face). I'm addicted to good times, like Lindsay Lohan addicted to booze and Paris Hilton addicted to cocks. I love to have a hearty laugh although my dental features equals to the Great Wall of China, big, cracked and gapped.

However in the back of my mind when I have a fun time, I always worried about the shit that will come my way. I am a firm believer of karma (not the 'I am a walrus in my past life' kinda karma). I believe that life is like a wheel or cart or any rolling round object, after you reached the high point, you will dive into the equal amount of low points. The higher I got, the lowest I will fall flat on my product free face (fuck cosmetics, I'm all natural). At the end of the day, I become highly sensitive, emo and murderous.

This is why, in the last one year, I reinvented myself as a total emotionless piece of shit (picture an aristocrat British asshole). I manage to pull a straight face when people (who aren't cool enough) around me popped a joke, random or premeditated. There's an art of pulling a straight face. Keep thinking that you are too damn good for their lowly unimpressive jokes coz they're lame and you could easily pull a better joke like you pull that chicken muscle leftover that stuck between your teeth. I know that it definitely hurt their feeling, but I'm just protecting myself. You see, if I have a great time, I will definitely will have a great shitty time. It's binarily simple. So right now I'm a quiet hermit, minding my own business unlike those lame officemates that keep diving into other people business nose first.

Right now, I reserved my happiness to people who I deemed worthy for having a blast and shitty time to. Yes, it's kinda apartheid of me, but then again, I'm no Nelson Mandela. I'm just tired of constant emotional roller coaster, so I choose to eliminate dramas in my life. When I want drama, I'll go watch one in the cinema. Or on pirated DVDs. Or illegally downloaded it.

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~ Unknown

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~ Maya Angelou

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~ Thucydides

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