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Monday, May 05, 2008
Uninvited

Some days, being nice's worth it but most of the time it really does felt suck. The problem of being nice is people don't appreciate you much. You are just a fraction of unimportant character in their life that they don't even have to care. You are like a doormat, its nice to have but people can do without you.

I usually tried to maintain whatever relationship with people I know, you know stuff like occasionally dropping 'hi how are you' messages, trying to be interested in their daily life, trying to be there but when your work is fell short of unappreciated, it really makes me wonder what the hell am I doing here. Am I reaching for the stars here? I usually trying not to have hidden agendas (coz I admit sometimes I have to be nice to get something), coz I know friendship is like more than that. I don't have to holla you only when I need something, I holler'd you just because I want to. That I value you and your highly awesomeness. That I care for you and how may boring your life is.

I understand that people has life on their own, and universe do not revolves around my awesome being, but I feel no love coming my way. I'm drained and tired of all this shit. I'm off to taking care of nothing but me and planning to buy lots and lots of cats. And chickens. So when apocalypse arrive, I can eat them.

I'm done. Icebox, baby.

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