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Monday, August 09, 2010
Slowly healing or so I thought
She's gone for over a year, but I actually feel that she never left. I can clearly picture her smile in my mind as if her death never happened. I can remember so vividly her crooked teeth, the back of her neck when she did an up 'do, the naughty cleavage peeking out when she bend over (and I nervously trying not to get caught), the softness of her warm embrace, her laugh, her being there. Every time I spend time with her, I was overwhelmed by her aura. She was sensational. I'm damn proud because I was in a close proximity with the greatness, and mostly because I probably will not achieve such glory.

I know that I'm delusional to think that she's alive, most probably because thinking that she's actually died breaks and rots my heart.

Once she told me that 'when there is love, she'll be there'. And that's why I'm gonna love everything so that she will always be here. On earth.

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  • At Thursday, December 02, 2010 11:38:00 AM, Blogger amethyst said…

    n because of her love, even random things makes me think of her, especially the moon n the rain...thinking back, i wasn't really that close to her as others were, but she still has effected my life in some ways.. i really wish we had more time with her...

     
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