Like always I have done anything interesting these days. Just being alive. Yesterday went to KL, and have a haircut. I went to the salon that I went a couple months ago, and she recognizes me. We chat a lil bit and she asked a very cute hairdresser to attend me. She told me to seat next to the TV set and handed me the remote control. It was awesome. Then my mom called me if I'm going home this weekend to celebrate the first fasting day. And I was like, no. The noise from the hairblower and stuff made me barely even hear what she say. I made a small talk with the hairdresser... apparently she's new here. Her hand's gentle and my 5 hour stay there seems like a sec. Then I went to KLCC to get the Watchmen graphic novel and there was a lot of people there. It's 30th of August, so people are getting ready for the national day countdown. I went straight to kinokuniya and fortunately grabbed the very last of the watchmen copy. Since I am alone, I was in no mood for party, so I headed back to KL Sentral and grab a dinner there. Went back to my place via commuter and there was hella lot of people there. In the train, it was even worse. There was literally no space between us. My dick was on some chick's ass, and this one guys was pushing his dick onto my hip, and my left hand was in someones ass crack, and somebody's poking me from behind. I was violated in so many ways. Anyhow, I reached home around 12.30am read a couple of pages and went straight to sleep.
Tomorrow is the starting of Ramadhan and I'm like urgh! But whatever. I'll fast alright. I've been fasting every single day in Ramadhan since I was 12, well except for a day a couple years back, because just want to eat. Not because I was really hungry or anything.
Sarah Palin: 1. Ex-Beauty Queen - Coz we all know how smart they are. 2. Alaska Governor - for only 2 years. Seriously, McCain is full of irony and sarcasm. 3. Looks like librarian - McCain does watch Bookworm Bitches series. High five bro!
Biden's speech was like.. blah. The usual old people talking. I'm not inspired at all.
But this...
is the shit baby. Obama tore of the roof!
On the other news, McCain made a bold move by electing a woman vice prez, a white lady which also happened to be the alaskan governor, Sarah Palin. I think this is a strategic move, somewhat like a mirror to Obama's v.p nomination (coz Obama choose an old dude). This moves will probably attracts Hillary's supporters and diverts pussy loving feminist supports from Democrats. It's high drama in American politics and I'm lovin it.
Talk about sour grapes. Now that Obama did not even ask Hillary to be his v.p (instead he choose Joe Bidet Biden, Hillary and all her clitorises seemingly turned away from the party and went sleeping with the (Jurassic) enemy. How very Anwar Ibrahim of her...
When asked about the American occupancy in Iraq, Hillbilly said
"Senator McCain made the point earlier today, which I agree with, and that is, it's not so much a question of time when it comes to American military presence for the average American; I include myself in this. But it is a question of casualties," said Clinton. "We don't want to see our young men and women dying and suffering these grievous injuries that so many of them have. We've been in South Korea for 50-plus years. We've been in Europe for 50-plus. We're still in Okinawa with respect to protection there coming out of World War II."
Turn out that Hillary's supporters will vote for McCain after all...
"A sizable proportion of Democrats would vote for John McCain next November if he is matched against the candidate they do not support for the Democratic nomination. This is particularly true for Hillary Clinton supporters, more than a quarter of whom currently say they would vote for McCain if Barack Obama is the Democratic nominee."
I spy with my lil eyes, somebody's getting megalomaniac..
So this is a poll which caption is the best? 1.I love how they cover their forearms.. so classy and conventional 2."Honey, does this dress make my ass look big?" 3.And now I pronounce you man, wife and twins. or do you have a better caption...?
I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me
You gonna remember me boo I'm gonna remember you too I can't forget all the crazy shhh.. we used to do You was doing too much I wasn't doing enough That's what your friends are saying You got a man anyway I can't explain it neither I ain't never wanna leave ya Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya When I see ya I remember the day You put your shoes on and moved on Before I could say
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday And I feel that I must confess Even though it kills me to have to say I'll admit that I was impressed Physically just short of perfection Gotta commend you on your selection Though I know I shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind I can't help but question Does she rub your feet When you've had a long day Scratch your scalp When you take out your braids Does she know that you like too Play PS2 till 6 in the morning Like I do
I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) Walk Away, Walk Away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me)
I can't forget how we used to be Our life from day to day Hoping maybe you'll come back And though I tell myself not to be afraid To move on but it seems I can't Though a new man has given me attention It ain't the same as your affection Though I know I should be content In the back of my mind I can't help but question Does he kiss me on the forehead Before we play Show up on my doorstep (with a bouquet) Does he call me in the middle of the day Just to say hey baby I love you Like you used to
I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) Walk Away, Walk Away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me)
I'm Gonna Remember You Your Gonna Remember Me The things we did The way we shared our fantasies Just you and me My friend, my love, my family How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I'm kissing Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging And I realize how much I'm bugging I miss you
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm Gonna Remember You Your Gonna Remember Me)
So hard to express this feeling Cause nobody compares to you And you know she'll never love you like I do
I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away
sometimes some people get me wrong when it's something I've said or done sometimes you feel there is no fun that's why you turn and run but now I truly realise some people don't wanna compromise well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away
Well I'm so tired baby things you say you're driving me away whispers in the powder room baby don't listen to the games they play girl I thought you'd realise I'm not like them other guys coz I saw them with my own eyes you should've been more wise and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away
When I was an athlete, one of the most repeated warning was "no curry, no sex". By no curry, what he really mean was to watch what we're eating, coz sick people is no fun. And by no sex, he really mean, no sex. Any kind of sex. Hand-job, blow-job, actual sex, etc. I'm not sure why, coz I've read somewhere that sexual romp can increase the level of testosterone, hence increase the level of aggressiveness, which is a must in competitive sports. Well, maybe they wanted us to be a bunch of good virginal boys. So for months of training, we're deprived of our natural basic needs, and I'm talking about favorite foods you dirty people. We have this pent up 'emotions' which only to be release when everything's over..
So I totally understand when people are saying that the athlete village is actually a sex orgy pit in disguise. First of all, there's no denying the physical attraction amongst athlete, coz basically everybody is in the greatest physical shape of their life. For summer Olympics, there's no other better reason to whore out your rippled body than the heat and humidity.
For some reason, the swimmers are known for having the most fun. They are naked most of the time, which is like, a lamp attracting horny flies. Then their event are the first to finish, so they have plenty of time humping around.
And I must say, not only the men who are horny, but actually the woman athletes too. Ok let look at it in a scientific way. Woman athlete produces high level of testosterone in their trainings, either thru drug stimulation or naturally. So high level of testosterone equals aggressiveness equals maleness equals high sex drive. So in athlete village, it's like a match made in lust heaven.
In psychological point of view, people getting naughtier when they are away from home. No pestling busybody aunties that will call on you or no envied relatives that always wanting to bring you down. This is where the eyes start wandering, and people pimp-up their game. What happened in the village, stays in the village. This is the safe haven for the athlete where no one can enter this area unless you are an athlete or sports official (thanks to the Munich incident, if you know your Olympic history).
But above all, its all about the medals right? It is true for men, but women ain't so lucky. It is said that male athlete often choose early eliminated woman athletes and over looked the gold medalist woman Olympian. It's just the ego thing, coz men actually don't like woman in power. And it's just easy to bed Olympic losers because they are emotionally unstable and look less man-ish. But whatever, gold medalist are mostly lesbos anyways. So why even ask?
I know it is kinda sick, but this makes me wanting to be in the Olympic even more.
OK I think I'm beginning to turn into an alien with multiple nested set of teeth, coz I'm beginning to hate humans. They are such a scheming, multi layered, back stabbing, hate mongering, flesh and water based creature who find procreating very fun. I believe that there are many good things in human but the bad things surely outweigh the positives.
I used to have faith on humanity, and I work for a customer based company, meaning I have to deal with human. I'm not saying that all of them are bad, but majority of them (like 99%) are really really rotten. Their mothers must be quite a whore for failing in parental education.
If there's a force bigger than human's come invading the earth, I'll be more than happy to be a traitor for humanity. I'll say something like "Oh you don't have to zap every single of them with lasers, just poison the air or something, they will die eyes opened and happy. And children below the age of 2 are delicious...so tender, like lamb but they scream louder...".
I have to admit this song kinda catchy and the girls in the video are thin, and smoking hot! However, the lyrics of the song is kinda funny.
UH... IT'S BEEN ON MY MIND FOR A WHILE GOT TO LET THIS OFF MY CHEST BEFORE...IT'S TOO LATE
(I CAN'T LET YOU GO YOU GOT TO LET HIM GO I CAN'T LET YOU GO YOU GOT TO...LISTEN)
I’ve been telling you everyday I smile when I see you. I’ve told you so many times You’re the love of my life. In this world full of lies, in my nervous heart the one thing I believe in is you. When you get nervous thinking that my feelings may change Remember I laughed when I told you that would never happen. A direction with no end, my completely empty heart The only place I can lean on is you. And I hate that my heart sometimes wavers Even today I get carried away by the world and you get erased
Even if I cheat Don’t you ever cheat, Baby Even if I forget you Don’t you ever forget me, Lady If once in a while I don’t contact you and I go out to drink Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze Look only at me.
When you tell me with tears in your eyes that you spent all night waiting up for me you say “I think you changed.” So many nights you ask me to tell you that my feeling are the same as when I first met you. Although it seems that I am miserable without you Honestly sometimes you suffocate me The never ending arguments The long sighs. Although the only place for you to lean is on me I hate that sometimes I get sick of you Even today I smile and lose myself without my knowledge
Even if I cheat Don’t you ever cheat, Baby Even if I forget you Don’t you ever forget me, Lady If once in a while I don’t contact you and I go out to drink Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze Look only at me.
I know well that I’m self-centered And I spend my days in meaningless activities Becoming filthier, baby. I want to leave your purity as it is, this is my sincerity, my belief in you Don’t leave me even in death
Even if I cheat Don’t you ever cheat, Baby Even if I forget you Don’t you ever forget me, Lady If once in a while I don’t contact you and I go out to drink Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze Look only at me.
korean lyrics after the link.. UH... IT'S BEEN ON MY MIND FOR A WHILE GOT TO LET THIS OFF MY CHEST BEFORE...IT'S TOO LATE
(I CAN'T LET YOU GO YOU GOT TO LET HIM GO I CAN'T LET YOU GO YOU GOT TO...LISTEN) haruedo myeot beonssik neol bomyeo useo nan su baek beon malhaetjanha YOU’RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE geojitdoen sesang sok buranhan nae mamsok ojik na mitneun geon neo hana ppunirago gakkeum nae mam byeonhalkka bwa buranhaehal ttaemyeon useumyeo malhaetjanha geureol il eopdago kkeuteomneun banghwang sok teong bin nae gaseumsok naega gidael goseun neo hanappun ijiman gakkeumssik heundeullineun nae jasini miwo oneuldo nan isesange hwipsseullyeo salmyeosi neol jiwo
While women make the whole year as woman's day, men have to satisfy with seasonal indulgence, such as the world cup and Olympics. Now the difference between world cup and Olympics is, world cup is rather a serious sports affair, while Olympics is more like a leisure thing, mostly because of woman's involvement in the arena. The best thing about sportswomen, other than their perfect body and sexy but degrading sports attire, is they bring the drama into the arena. And realizing that men are the worst listener, they clawed out at each other, coz it's just in their nature. Case point: In pole vault event, US pole vault did so much trash talking towards her Russian counterpart, she forgot that its the jump that matter. Not only the Russian won the event, she make it more miserable for the whore mouthed US pole vaulter by attempting the world record 1cm at a time. You know, just to rub it on her face. So much bitchassness, so little time.
Although Malaysian hope to get the first gold medal in Olympics was dashed, I am still proud of Lee Chong Wei for the courageous battle against Lin Dan in Beijing. Dude, silver medal is not bad at all. I think I'm speaking for major part of Malaysian, so THANK YOU Lee Chong Wei, and of course his coach Misbun Sidek. News link here.
On the other news, Michael Phelps make an Olympic history by winning his 8th gold medal, and smashing 8 world records. 8 is THE number this year innit? That kid can even win medals if he swim naked.
Something inspiring... Dara Torres won silver in 50m freestyle eventhough she's a mother and 41 years old. Age ain't nothing but a number baby.
Michael Phelps has currently won 6 golds and simultaneously breaking 6 world records so far. He's so ballin' right now. But consider this, in one race (I forget which one), the first fifth swimmers all manage to break the world record, which is so crazy, people starts to questioning the new swimming suit and pool design. You can read more about that ish here. So people are pointing out that its unfair to country who can't afford the new suit like Papua New Guinea, Georgia, North Korea and other ghetto ass poor countries. I can imagine the marketing tag line for speedo's LZR RACER... "Now Everyone Can Break World Records"... Pretty neat huh? Leo Burnett here I come..
And what's the similarity between sex and gymnastics? A lot. And one of them, underage children is like forbidden from doing or competing in both acts in the international level. China has been accused for using underage girls to represent them, and eventually win the event. Even though the Chinese sports official denied the rumors, after the fake miming girl performance and CGI fireworks, I bet people are soooooooo going to believe what the communists have to say.
I'm looking forward for another controversy... Olympics has become an actual entertaining reality TV.
The fasting month is coming like in next month and I kinda hate it. Yeah I said it, I hate it. Anyway, since my wireless connection is acting up, I decided to switch to cable connection, so yesterday I went to Giant to buy some network cable. I ended up buying the cable and a 10kg dumbbell which I had to drag all 3km walk home. The end. I'm hating life.
I watched The Mist yesterday with low expectations since it didn't make huge box office collection, which usually translate the suckiness of the movie. And by the end credits, I was totally mesmerized by the story and the idea behind it. Adapted from a Stephen King's novel, by the same name, it explores the behavior of a group of people confined in a place and put under duress.
Although David (Thomas Jane) is the anchor of this movie, I was more interested by Ms. Carmody (Marcia Gay Harden) character, a bible wielding preacher. Her character has grown from a mere gossip, to a small talking pest, and eventually a cult leader, within a day. She represents the fools of the world who use religion as an excuse for power. When you have self-righteousness, you can achieve anything.
The monsters in this film were cleverly shrouded with mists and mysteries. Their identity were revealed bit by bit and eventually their whole universe is bare for us to see. It represents the uncontrollable forces that make our live less pleasant to live.
And today, I realized that despite living in a modern world, we are so medieval in many ways. Russia has invaded (or trying to) Georgia, a fraction of crumbled Soviet Union. In the age of cell phones and free pornography in the internet, I thought that people are done conquering other people's places, but boy how wrong was I. Vladimir Putin despite photographed half naked, fulfilling his Rambo fantasies, obviously missed the chic trend of the season. Less is more. I think, he should see how us Asians works. We are fine with our small land, and we work with what we have. Just look at Singapore. It is basically the most useless piece of shithole, but they manage to make it big, whoring whatever they have. Maybe Putin wants Russia to be the next China, the fastest growing country in the world, but he forgets that most Russians works in the military and KGB and Elite model management, which left them lazy drunken homeless people to work for their economy. Seriously, reform your Soviet's propaganda laced education system, and do something about your weather. And having said that, you should stop making buildings that resemble ice creams.
Don't do anything stupid, or given hope, just like what David did. (Spoiler ahead) He basically manage to free himself from the confining building with four other people, only to find out that the whole area was invaded by the monsters. When his gas run out, they all made a suicide pact since being eaten by the monster is so horrible. David shot everyone with his gun but himself because there's only four bullets lefts. However the moment he sacrifices his fine ass to the monsters, a military tank rolled in...
P/S: Although Georgia is quite an evil country itself (bulldozing old people's and orphan houses with tanks), I don't think evil will triumph evil.
Send a heartbeat to The void that cries through you Relive the pictures that have come to pass For now we stand alone The world is lost and blown And we are flesh and blood disintegrate With no more to hate
Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy you're so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Delivered from the blast The last of a line of lasts The pale princess of a palace cracked And now the kingdom comes Crashing down undone And I am a master of a nothing place Of recoil and grace
Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy you're so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Time has stopped before us The sky cannot ignore us No one can separate us For we are all that is left The echo bounces off me The shadow lost beside me There's no more need to pretend Cause now I can begin again
Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy you're so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame We can watch the world devoured in its pain Strange
When you're messed up hurtful words will only flame up the anger but the moment someone's showing concern and compassion, your eyes just swelling with tears
For the past couple of days I wasn't in the mood of writing anything. I'm so uninspired and frankly so lazy. Thanks to the villain of my life, my fucking ugly boss, I'm all stressed out and miserable. I hope she die of AIDS which is pretty much impossible coz nobody wanted to fuck her ugly ass anyways. Here's a fact, she's 49, single, and has no child (in my world, she's as dry and barren as a desert). Ok enough haterations... these are my 411;
1) I am an active 'contributor' in facebook's Jabbawockeez forum, and like a couple of days ago in a discussion about Cristyles negative news, I said that I have some sort of links about the issue, but i won't post it there coz I love jabbawockeez and I don't want to tarnish their reputation. After that I got tonnes of messages asking about the link which I gave it to them anyways. Since there were many messages to sent I wasn't feeling to re type everything, so I just went cut and paste and sent the messages. Then there was a warning from fb for me to stop sending messages because apparently I have sent too many messages, to which I ignored and just after I finished sending the messages, I found out that my fb account was disabled. I was like what the fuck is that? Then I recreate another account, and told the jabba fans what happened and since I have no friends, the added me. I was feeling all the love which is great. Jabbafolyfe son!
2) MTV Asia Awards is tomorrow and I'm totally bummed because I couldn't watch my idols perform. Anyways, I went to their website and I realized that people are using the comment box as a black market to sell tix. I posted a comment saying I want 2 tix and leave my email there. Some people replied my message, and the asking price for the tix? $550! I was like, oh hell no! If I am guaranteed to have a one on one session with jabba, I'll totally grabbed it. Anyways, I'll watch the show live with my friends... which is so not 'happening' but I'm in no mood for partying either.
3) I'm trying to work out again since I think I'm getting sloppy in everything I do. And the first day of working out suck donkey balls. I was panting trough the whole thing. Just do it, motherfucker!
4) Last night I woke up around 3.30am after a violent dream, and I felt creepiness fills the air. I was sleeping alone, and then I did what I do best. Sleep it over.
5) I've been flirting pretty much all the time lately. Just brushing up my pimpness.
